It doesn't make sense. Why doesn't anything feel real? Why do things keep happening on the other side of that door but here, everything goes as though without a single consequence or repercussion? Days feel like months, hours feel like minutes, months feel like hours and years all the same. It's like a broken simulation and nobody is saying anything. If it were a simulation, am I the subject or another background component whose only purpose is realism. And the faces they talk, oh they talk, but never say a word. What are they trying to tell us?
Do we exist? Did I exist prior to the time you knew about me? What if my memories lie? What if they never were? The sounds of a roaring motorcycle engine 400m, now 600m, away, do they exist or nothing but a figment of my imagination? And what if they are just a part of my imagined reality, is it any more false than everything else?
I need to sleep. I sleep but it doesn't feel like sleep. Sometimes I'd shut my eyes and it feels like time travel, sometimes forwards sometimes back. I either sleep through the day or not a single wink. It's exhausting but why should I sleep? What difference does it make whether I'm awake or not?
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Monday 13 May 2013
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